Eleven Weeks Post-LPAO

My hip has been doing spectacularly well for the last week or so, with no significant episodes of pain or limitation at all.

Prior to that there was unpredictable, variable pain that seemed unconnected to my activity level. The pain would appear without warning, sometimes in the front of the hip, sometimes in the back, on the ischium, and sometimes, more rarely, on the outside of my hip. It would last for a random amount of time, and then it would disappear, seemingly without cause.

For example, one morning I woke up and had pain with every step I took with my left hip, for no apparent reason. I hadn't pushed the hip the day before, or done anything out of the ordinary. I rested all that day, hoping that would help, but the hip continued to hurt in what felt like the small muscles surrounding the hip, as if I'd overdone it walking or something. Which I hadn't. The pain lasted into the next day and then, as suddenly as it had appeared, it disappeared. For no reason. Frustrating.

The last episode of that inexplicable pain was about a week ago. Since then, my hip hasn't complained at all, despite an increase in my walking, intensification of my workouts with my trainer, and the addition of both swimming and spinning to my regimen. In fact, my hip has taken all these challenges in stride (pun, sorry) and has felt great.

So I don't know how to explain any of it. All I can report is that I've been doing more and more with my hip and it has been feeling good. My right hip, which is now ten months out from its PAO, feels great as well. My fitness level is improving markedly and I'm starting to feel like my old self again.

Next week I will get another x-ray taken and I'll have more to report once Dr. Millis has commented on it.

One Month Post-Op Visit

Today was my first post-operative visit with Dr. Millis, one month after my surgery. I had x-rays taken, met with the doctor to discuss my progress, and met with Physical Therapy to discuss my "assignments" for the coming month. My next visit to Boston will be in another month.

Dr. Millis said my x-rays looked great, and that "all the fuzzy white areas" were new bone growing to fill the cracks. Honestly, the whole x-ray looked like fuzzy white areas of varied brightness, so I didn't really see what he was seeing. I will post the new xrays when I get them. Dr. Millis also tested my range of motion in extension, flexion and rotation. In all, he was very pleased with my healing progress.

I got cleared to stop taking aspirin (which I'd been taking to avoid blood clots). I was instructed to continue to wean myself off painkillers as I have been doing. I got cleared to drive a car.

I am still on both crutches, only now I am allowed to put one third of my body weight on the right leg. So not exactly throw-down-your-crutches progress, but progress nonetheless. The problem is that one third of my body weight is a hard weight to gauge when you are thinking about crutching. It is one thing to put just the weight of your leg down. It is another thing to put half your body weight down as you do during when walking normally. But one third body weight? That is two thirds of the normal weight I would put on that leg if I were walking normally. But how does two-thirds normal weight feel? I have no idea. This will take practice.

The meeting with Physical Therapy outlined the range of movement I am permitted and the exercises I should practice in the coming month. I am now allowed full extension of my leg, which means I can lay on my stomach and on my back with no pillow under my leg. I was given a set of starter exercises and instructions to do them at least once a day. I was also given permission to walk in a pool and ride an upright stationary bicycle at no resistance for 10 minutes, building up to 30 minutes.

I was specifically instructed not to do any straight-leg lifts using the quadriceps because the head of one of the quadriceps muscles was detached during surgery (hence my inability to slide my foot forward the first week, remember that?) and still needed time to reconnect securely.

I did a whole set of the exercises with the Physical Therapist and they were pretty challenging despite their simplicity. It is an odd feeling to be starting something so basic from scratch. Before this, I had been moving my limbs around without a problem since birth. It is a bit rough to have to re-learn it all when the limbs are so much heavier and there is far less naptime.

After three hours in the hospital going from appointment to waiting room to appointment again, having Dr. Millis move my leg around to test motion, having the Physical Therapist move my leg around and lead me in a set of exercises -- my leg hurt more than ever. Muscle pain as well as bone pain this time. I foresee a painful period ahead of me as I begin to practice my new movements this coming month.

I am looking forward to moving more and bearing more weight on the leg, but I am also disappointed that the healing process is not moving faster. Looking back over the last month -- or even through this very entry -- the sentiment seems silly: I have progressed so much from being flat on my back in the hospital a month ago. But I have swung back to the way I felt the first weeks after the surgery, when I was unhappily surprised that recovery was so hard and painful. This time, I am unpleasantly surprised that recovery is taking so long. And just like last time, I should be surprised, nor should I have naively expected that somehow, for *me*, everything would be easy and quick. It has all been and will continue to be just as painful and gradual a process it is for every other normal human being. What a surprise.

Staying Healthy

Now, in last few weeks before surgery, the most important thing for me to do is remain healthy. I have heard too many horror stories of girls who have gotten a cold right before their surgery date and have had to have the whole thing postponed. Best to avoid that if at all possible.

DIET

Of course I am eating a healthy diet. Lots of fruit, vegetables and lean protein, very little sugar and starch. I have completely cut out alcohol. I am also focusing on iron-rich foods, to help my blood bounce back between autologous donations. So that means dark green leafy vegetables, red meat, beans, etc. A quick Google search can bring up a more comprehensive list. Liver anyone?

I am also taking iron supplements in addition to my usual multivitamin, omega 3 and calcium. There is a lot of information out there about what supplement to take (or avoid taking) with what food to increase absorption, but I just can't be bothered with taking it all in and regulating myself so much. So I'm just eating as healthily and ferrously as possible, taking the supplements, and hoping it all comes out in the wash. Or absorbs in the wash, as it were.

I have to mention that iron supplements will unpleasantly affect your digestive system. And I will leave it to you to look up why that is and what you can do to ameliorate some of the problem.

EXERCISE

Since my hip has significantly been increasing in pain over the past six months or so, I have been decreasing my activity level to compensate. I can no longer walk for long periods around the city (like to and from work) or play tennis at the frequency I used to. I can eke out a match here and there, but I will pay for it the next day (or even towards the end of the match).

For the most part, I am not usually in much pain on a daily basis, but that is because I have curtailed my activity level so much to avoid aggravating my hips. I don't take (and have never taken) painkillers when my hips begin to hurt -- not because I have anything against painkillers, but because I just figured the pain was a signal that I should stop. This kind of hip pain is not pain you can "work through" like having sore muscles that warm up and loosen up; this is pain that gets worse the more you do. So I figured if I mask the pain to allow myself to do more, I am just going to pay for it in the end (or cause so much damage that I would need painkillers to do even routine things in life). So basically my "painkiller" is to stop moving around until my hips stop hurting. Which has meant I don't move around much anymore.

So with that backdrop comes the challenge of getting myself into surgery shape without causing myself pain.

For cardio I have been doing the bikes (seated and stationary). Elliptical hurts my hip. I also swim, since I am lucky enough to have a pool in my building. I usually hate swimming laps, but since I got a swimming armband and earphones for my iPod, the boredom is gone!

For strength training I have been doing weights (both general circuit training and a specific focus on the crutching muscles: lats, pecs and triceps) and some Pilates mat exercises that focus on the muscles around the hip. I also do some of the hip muscle exercises in the pool after swimming my laps.

To be honest, I've only really gotten serious about this pre-surgery health-nuttery since last week -- most of the PAO women whose blogs I have read started much earlier. But I was already in decent shape, with good muscle tone from regular visits to the gym prior to this pre-surgery frenzy. So I'm not starting from zero. I'll just have to do my best for the remaining 2.5 weeks!

Ready for Review

As of today all my imaging and office records from my visits with Dr. Su and the HSS Radiology lab are collected at Dr. Millis' office and ready for his review. Dr. Millis reviews potential new patients on Wednesday afternoons. So now I just have to sit around and wait for Dr. Millis' office to call me so we can begin scheduling my consult and hopefully my first surgery.

Meanwhile, my right hip is hurting a moderate amount. I stayed off it most of the weekend, but last night I played three hours of tennis. Perhaps that was a decision made with questionable judgement. Both my hips felt exhausted by the last half hour of play -- I could actually feel the exhaustion in the muscles in and around my hips, most likely because the muscles and soft tissue structures are pretty much all that hold my hips in place. The pain didn't really begin until today.

Today I can really feel the pain in the front of my right hip, where the labrum tear is. I've tried to limit my walking today and save all my hip use for tennis tonight. I probably shouldn't play, I know. But I have cancelled tennis for Wednesday so at least my hips will get a few days rest after tonight.

I honestly am not sure what I should be doing about my hip nowadays. Am I supposed to stay off it as much as possible? Or am I free to do my normal activities until surgery? I definitely don't want to cause damage that will jeopardize my surgery prospects, but I'd like to stay as active as possible if I may. I am going to start swimming for more low-impact cardio exercise, and keep up the weight training as well.

More when I hear from Dr. Millis' office later this week.