Autodonations

Today was my second autodonation prior to my LPAO. This time my blood pressure was 120/80 and my hemoglobin (iron) level was 13.8. At my first autodonation (September 25) my blood pressure was 104/80 and my hemoglobin was 15.9. (Normal hemoglobin for women is 12-15 gm/dL of blood.) I'm taking iron supplements, of course, and trying to be as healthy and rested and hydrated as possible so my body can make more blood, but it can only work so fast. Luckily I have two full weeks until my next autodonation.

It is harder to stay healthy this time around, though. Maybe it is the season, but I have been a bit sick recently. The day of my first autodonation I felt fine, but my throat had been a little rough when I'd first woken up and I knew that I was on the verge of getting sick. And I did get a mild cold after the autodonation.

I hope the blood will be OK. When I woke up with a raspy throat the morning of the autodonation, I did some research; it seems the reason you can't give blood when you are sick is because you need that blood yourself to fight off the sickness -- not because your blood will be tainted with sickness. All I care about is that the blood I get post-surgery is not going to hurt me.

This morning I could tell that I was again on the verge of something -- this time it felt like I might have the stirrings of something in my left sinus (under the cheekbone). But again I felt fine going into the autodonation: no fatigue, aches or other signs of sickness. So we'll see. I will definitely ask Dr. Millis about this during my pre-op later this month.

It is hard to believe that I have less than a month left until my second surgery. I'm almost seven months post my RPAO and I've recovered so well -- I'm playing tennis twice a week, seeing my trainer twice a week, and I even did Pilates for the first time last week. I feel strong and relatively fit again (cardiovascular endurance is still not what it was). My left hip doesn't hurt at all, ever, and my already-PAO'd right hip is pain-free most* of the time. It is possible I've been pushing it a little too hard, though.

In a way, it is depressing that I have come this far and recovered so well, only to bring it all back to zero and have to start recovery all over again. But on the other hand, it is helpful that I now know the process of recovery, and the timing, and I know that if all goes as well as it did after my RPAO, I should be at this level of strength and recovery again by May. But then again, if I've learned anything from this process it is that recovery is impossible to predict, so really, anything could happen.

I am glad that I am having the second surgery in the winter. It is supposed to be a record-breaking cold and snowy winter this year, and now I have an excuse to sit inside by the fire for most of the winter. My parents' house in Connecticut, nestled in the snowy woods, is a great place to spend a winter.

I'm not there yet, though. I still have a month left. A month to tie up loose ends in NYC and at work, stay (get?) healthy and strong, and enjoy all the walking and tennis and Pilates that I'm lucky enough to be able to do in this brief interlude.

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*My right hip does hurt sometimes, and it is very confusing. I can't predict it or make sense of it at all. The pain is usually in the front, (which is where the labral pain was before), but the pain is not on impact like it was with the labrum. Instead it hurts when I lift my leg to step a certain way, or in a deep squat. I think it must be the muscles (especially the hip flexor) getting fatigued and sore. But what is taking it so long!? I have been working on my strength for months; all my other muscles are back in business. Why would the hip flexor keep hurting on and off for so long?

The other strange thing is that it doesn't seem to be correlated to my activity (as least as far as I can tell). Some days I step on the tennis court and am sore after 5 minutes of play. And some days (like tonight) I can play an hour and a half and not feel sore until the end. Why is that? Some days I walk to work and it is pain-free; some days I start to walk and it is sore as soon as I get out the door. Another question for Dr. Millis.

One reason might be that I am constantly pushing the envelope with my hip -- if I were not walking to work every day and playing tennis twice a week, it might feel totally pain free all the time. We'll see what Dr. Millis says later this month. Whatever it is, it can't matter that much, since I'm about to slow way down on the activity level for a couple of months.